Sexual desire
Pairing: Yamajima
Status: Completed
“Ryosuke” Yamada flinched upon hearing Yuto called from the door. He tilted his head to look at the guy with bewildered eyes. Yuto quietly approached him, eyes fixed on Yamada’s flustered face.
Seeing him coming closer, Yamada subconsciously, suddenly stood up, retrieved several steps backwards, attempted to avoid Yuto’s reaching hand. He took as many steps backwards as possible while Yuto was just firmly, slowly narrowing their distance.
Seeing Yuto showed no intention of granting his wish of not having to contact with Yuto at this moment, eventually, Yamada gave in. He turned around facing his back to Yuto, leaned his head on the locker helplessly, as he felt Yuto’s breath getting closer behind him. Less than a second later, he felt hands wrapped around his waist, warm breath tickled his nape.
“Ryosuke”. Yuto gently whisper to his right ear after trailing his lips on Yamada’s nape.
“Un..” Yamada flushed hard over the mere simple call escaped from Yuto’s lips as he was very sensitive to Yuto’s touches due to their intense sex every night since Summary began. “Yuto.. I….” “Unn…” Yamada tried to restrain his sexual desire as he felt Yuto run his hand all over his upper body. “Please, Yuto…” Yamada voice cracked as he was driven to the border and about to run out of energy to oppose Yuto’s touches. “I won’t be able to perfom if… ahh~”. Yamada jerked as he felt Yuto’s hand started to stroke his member. Subconsciously again, his hand moved to block Yuto’s hand strongly, tried to stop him. “I beg you, Yuto..” Tears dropped from his eyes as he realized his sudden strong movement and afraid that Yuto might feel rejected. He would never stop Yuto doing this thing to him, but… not now. Tears of frustration, pain and fear dropped on their piled hands.
“Damn it!” Yuto cursed. He buried his face into the hollow between Yamada’s neck and shoulder, caused the teary boy jerked again and his body stiffened. “This whole strip thing, why does it have to be you!?” Yuto’s hoarse voice broke, half shouted quietly in agony, half cried. “I can’t bear it… hundred thousands of eyes… I can’t…”
Yamada felt as if his heart broke into thousands of pieces seeing Yuto like this. He bit his bottom lips hard in ultimate bitter and helplessness “Im sorry…” as tears streamed down on his cheeks.
They stayed still in the same position in a very long while, Yamada didn’t dare to move as he was afraid even a smallest movement would turn out the last drop that overflowed the water in the cup and broke Yuto’s effort to restrain his lust if their skins contacted.
At last, Yuto moved his head away from Yamada’s shoulder and looked at his back in heavy silence. Seeing Yamada’s small, tense body, he felt a great guilt built up in his gut, it was not Yamada’s fault after all. He sighed and turned Yamada around to face him.
“Don’t be sorry, it’s not your fault” and kissed him gently. Yamada closed his eyes to savor the moment. A short yet warm and sweet kiss that always melted his heart, erased all the pain and made he feel safe, comfortable and tranquil. The feeling only Yuto could bring to him.
“I love you, Yuto”
“I know”
Afterword: If Im inspired, I will expand the story.