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Hey ya'll so, basically I've been thinking a lot about everything. I found this really calm median inside of myself a few weeks back, but that is shattered. Hopefully I can get that surreal feeling back because quite frankly I NEED it! Today was my last day at school, finals are over for me, and it's so welcomed. I wasn't even sad. Usually I'm like "awwwwww I'm gonna miss everyone!", and this year I was just like "peace out ya'll!!!"
OH! And I love that my mom and dad are thinking about buying me my Mitsubish Eclipse. Not a NEW one, but like a nice black used 2003, which I'm SOOO cool with. Hopefully they decide to do it for sure. It's not offical, but hey, how about you all hope for me :). I've been a good kid, I deserve this! If not that car, then a diff one that I want.
And okay, so there's been some misunderstandings between myself and someone very close to me. I said some things that I simply meant to convey how I felt and he took it literally. Yes I do feel like I'm not good and I do feel like I never will measure up to Stacy, but that doesn't mean I think you're a liar. What I feel is just from inside of me. You mean a lot to me, and I don't want to hurt you. I'm really sorry I hurt you :-/ I didn't mean to. I love you...
OH! And I love that my mom and dad are thinking about buying me my Mitsubish Eclipse. Not a NEW one, but like a nice black used 2003, which I'm SOOO cool with. Hopefully they decide to do it for sure. It's not offical, but hey, how about you all hope for me :). I've been a good kid, I deserve this! If not that car, then a diff one that I want.
And okay, so there's been some misunderstandings between myself and someone very close to me. I said some things that I simply meant to convey how I felt and he took it literally. Yes I do feel like I'm not good and I do feel like I never will measure up to Stacy, but that doesn't mean I think you're a liar. What I feel is just from inside of me. You mean a lot to me, and I don't want to hurt you. I'm really sorry I hurt you :-/ I didn't mean to. I love you...