Nov 29, 2005 23:24
Stress is basically taking over my life right now. It is so... *sigh*. Tonight with my group I was working with... the two people were talking about their significant others. Sarah said her and her boyfriend have been together for three years and Chris has been with his girlfriend for 2 and half years. And I was like...yeah I had a boyfriend for three years...then he dumped me. They just kind of looked at me... felt kind of left out ya know? I had to say something.
I got a bunch of papers to do and I don't feel like doing any of them. My brother told my mom I was gonna fail this semester...thanks bro.
Mom didn't get to eat Thanksgiving dinner...*sigh*.
Think I've decided to just be a cat lady...sounds good to me.
Matt told me yesterday that drama is attracted to me. I can't go anywhere without drama. I left Berry to go home for a break and there was tons of drama back home. I came back to Berry to get away from it.
Been wondering who my true friend are. Not sure anymore. Lies everywhere. And I know they are lies. I just want the truth. Yeah it may hurt me but tell me cause it will hurt me more to find out you lied to me.
Got a friend leaving soon. I will miss you! You better come back to me. None of the other girls know you like I do btw.
Met a 14 year old over the break that made me sad. His mouth was just amazing to me. Cussing like a sailor and using derogatory words about females. Also doing hand motions that represent sexual actions. What happened to his childhood?
Right now no one knows how I feel. Not even me. I'll live tho. I'm out...
OH OH got a new cell phone. Finally got free mobile to mobile if you have Cingular...