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[butterfly32927]

if she only knew,
the games you play,
the mistakes you made,
the life you live,
when she's not around,
to hear your lies,
and all those untold secrets,
you hold inside.

yourself.
you can't control.
you lose it.
you become someone else.
unable to handle the continuous pressures.
you fall in a hole.
it's dark and deep.

punishing yourself,
punishing others,
living a hell,
brought on by yourself.

running from your problems,
digging in deeper & deeper,
hiding them away,
i can't wait for the day,
when she finally hates you.