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The past six days have been unbelievable and kind of surreal. Chad left this morning, and he was just what I needed. I was so busy counting down until he came, I didn't know what to do with him once he arrived. Chad has only flown once before to Florida, so Thursday we just slept and then went out to dinner. Actually, the majority of our trip was eating and hanging out in the room. It was raining every day here (which is really abnormal) except for one day. I took him to the Pitti Palace and we walked around the gardens and looked in the museums. And he went to see the David when I was in class and then we went to the Uffizi. It sucked with the timing because since it was Easter weekend the tourists were out full force so there were people and lines everywhere which kinda drove me crazy because I'm not used to it. I think i have to force myself to get used to it though.
I had the most amazing food. Chad totally spoiled me and we went out to 100 euro dinners almost every night, but it was well worth it. We went to Fiesole which is the hillside town right outside of Florence that his high up and has a great view of Florence. It was gorgeous and hot that one day and it was just so nice to be able to sit with him and hold his hand. It was also odd in that I felt the most home in the city these past few days and I was staying in a hotel and I was with someone from the states. But it was nice to hang out with someone that really understands and knows me. I haven't had that in about 3 months. Last night I of course had to cry at dinner. I'm just so sick of our long distance relationship. In no means do I want to break up with him, it's just I hate how our entire relationship is based on saying goodbye for long periods of time. I swear it's not healthy.And I know he's frustrated with it too, but there's really nothing we can do unless he finds a job in jersey and moves closer to me.
but my mommy comes tomorrow with her best friend who I haven't seen in years. So I'm super excited, and won't be sad and lonely for too long. But once my mom leaves forget it, I'll want to swim back home. But after she leaves I only have 3 weeks, not even, so I'm sure that will go by pretty fast.
and my 21st bday is Saturday. And I am psyched beyond belief. It doesn't feel like my bday but maybe it will when I'm out with my friends and my mom. and that's about it.
I had the most amazing food. Chad totally spoiled me and we went out to 100 euro dinners almost every night, but it was well worth it. We went to Fiesole which is the hillside town right outside of Florence that his high up and has a great view of Florence. It was gorgeous and hot that one day and it was just so nice to be able to sit with him and hold his hand. It was also odd in that I felt the most home in the city these past few days and I was staying in a hotel and I was with someone from the states. But it was nice to hang out with someone that really understands and knows me. I haven't had that in about 3 months. Last night I of course had to cry at dinner. I'm just so sick of our long distance relationship. In no means do I want to break up with him, it's just I hate how our entire relationship is based on saying goodbye for long periods of time. I swear it's not healthy.And I know he's frustrated with it too, but there's really nothing we can do unless he finds a job in jersey and moves closer to me.
but my mommy comes tomorrow with her best friend who I haven't seen in years. So I'm super excited, and won't be sad and lonely for too long. But once my mom leaves forget it, I'll want to swim back home. But after she leaves I only have 3 weeks, not even, so I'm sure that will go by pretty fast.
and my 21st bday is Saturday. And I am psyched beyond belief. It doesn't feel like my bday but maybe it will when I'm out with my friends and my mom. and that's about it.