My Best Friend's Wedding
I really need to stop watching chick flicks.I love watching them because they're always these great,cheesy love stories.But that's just it,it's all make believe.Real life just isn't like that.It always makes me sad at the end,even if it's a happy ending.I mean,I do appreciate being single.I think there are so many things you can do when you're single that you can't do if you're in any committed relationship.I'm definitely happy with my decision to not crush on guys this semester;it's just not worth it right now.After last semester,God has definitely given me a new perspective on relationships and approaching them.So as I sit here and be patient,I can't shake that desire deep inside to be in a relationship and to get engaged,get married,and have a family.I've been told over and over again that if I have this deep desire in my heart to be married,then I'll be married someday.Is it really that simple of an answer?I was thinking today that there is comfort in knowing that if I die an old maid,I'll be too preoccupied with the fact that I am with my Heavenly Father to care that I never did get married.Weird thought,I know.But when it seems like I'll never find "the one," I have a lot of time to think about how to deal with being single...