Mar 27, 2005 10:23
Well, a few days ago cory and broke up. I didnt want to but apparently he did. I dont know what the hell I did wrong...he says i didnt appriciate the things he did for me but i did....but what i didnt appriciate is the fact he would get mad at me for calling him and wanting to see him. I just dont understand him. He can be the sweetiest guy ever and want to see me and spend time with me the he can be the total opposite and no want to talk or see me much. I seriously felt like it was an obligation for hm to spend time with me and it shouldnt be like that so maybe this is for the best. I hate trying to deal with the pain of not being with the one i love, but i cant sit around and waste my life being sad. its his loss not mine cuz he's not going to keep coming back for me when its convienate to him and i am not going to keep taking him back and listening to his bull shit that he feeds me about how he loves me but just dosent want a relationhip right now. If he really loved me he wouldnt of broke up with me. i Just dont understand.....but life goes on and i guess me and cory dont belong 2gether and as much as that hurts me i guess i just have to learn to accept it and move on. But i will miss hanging out with everone i enjoyed making friends with all his friends and it sux that me and him are over i feel so lost without him.......good bye cory...i hope one day you will at last talk to me.......i just really hope he didnt brake up with me for another girl...tht would really hurt.