long overdue update... as always
and again, the lj has been terribly neglected... partially due to no internet access.. and maybe a little to do with other life distractions. seems as if i've been talking a lot lately. hopefully its not all word-puke, but it at least feels good to express some feelings in conversations. my job is getting better, tho i still dont like the whole retail business, people are so mean sometimes. but i do feel as if im learning from the expereince, whether its to not take everything so personally, or maybe just to be able to deal with stupid people.
non work related things - friends sure can go thru a lot and still stay friends. bad llama and i have fought, and fought, then really really fought. then made up. i guess that says something about friendship:) met someone new who actually is not new at all, but the time when he was in my life... was a bad time and i tend to block that type of stuff out. so unfortunatly i have memories of his jeep, but not him. lol. im crazy.
the year in a whole (yea, im kinda late considering the 'new year' was like 22 or so days ago) was tough. actually really tough, probably the hardest my life has ever been. my heart hurt a lot this year. but at least i still have it, and i think it may be repair-able :) lol but i can only hope that the lessons i have learned will be retained, and put to use. my resolution? to learn without doubt, to live without regret, and to love and laugh and be happy. honestly life is way too short for all this drama.
non work related things - friends sure can go thru a lot and still stay friends. bad llama and i have fought, and fought, then really really fought. then made up. i guess that says something about friendship:) met someone new who actually is not new at all, but the time when he was in my life... was a bad time and i tend to block that type of stuff out. so unfortunatly i have memories of his jeep, but not him. lol. im crazy.
the year in a whole (yea, im kinda late considering the 'new year' was like 22 or so days ago) was tough. actually really tough, probably the hardest my life has ever been. my heart hurt a lot this year. but at least i still have it, and i think it may be repair-able :) lol but i can only hope that the lessons i have learned will be retained, and put to use. my resolution? to learn without doubt, to live without regret, and to love and laugh and be happy. honestly life is way too short for all this drama.