i dunno
this is going to be a bit vague, just to warn you.
i hate it when i know something will happen, yet i dont want it to happen, and someone else tells me that there is no way it will happen. and then it does. does that make sense?
turkey day was good. i am full. this year i think was the best yet. my uncle made me a huckleberry pie with the very same huckleberries i helped pick this summer;) im not sharin, well maybe if youre nice... and i still get to go hang out with a friend whom i care very much about.
ohyea, last night was a blast. well sortof. when you are as much as a hermit as i have been, its takes very little to have fun. i hung out with jason, who proposed to me with a quarter machine ring, which was very sweet, nate, who was looking great:) and in a good, and very social mood, and tal... who is, well its tal. but it was great company. and i saw alicia who i miss terribly. its great to see her so happy... again;) we went to see an almost done ice rink. and i pretty much made my thanksgiving day goal (to have a hangover). i was still drunk when i got up this morning. im not usually the one to brag about stupid drunkeness, but i had a blast and thats all that matters. oh, we even blew up a vase with some fire works.
*sigh* i can accept that things change and people change, hell i preach it all the time. but, i knew this would happen. its only been three days, life goes on... obladie? lol.
i hate it when i know something will happen, yet i dont want it to happen, and someone else tells me that there is no way it will happen. and then it does. does that make sense?
turkey day was good. i am full. this year i think was the best yet. my uncle made me a huckleberry pie with the very same huckleberries i helped pick this summer;) im not sharin, well maybe if youre nice... and i still get to go hang out with a friend whom i care very much about.
ohyea, last night was a blast. well sortof. when you are as much as a hermit as i have been, its takes very little to have fun. i hung out with jason, who proposed to me with a quarter machine ring, which was very sweet, nate, who was looking great:) and in a good, and very social mood, and tal... who is, well its tal. but it was great company. and i saw alicia who i miss terribly. its great to see her so happy... again;) we went to see an almost done ice rink. and i pretty much made my thanksgiving day goal (to have a hangover). i was still drunk when i got up this morning. im not usually the one to brag about stupid drunkeness, but i had a blast and thats all that matters. oh, we even blew up a vase with some fire works.
*sigh* i can accept that things change and people change, hell i preach it all the time. but, i knew this would happen. its only been three days, life goes on... obladie? lol.