future
my plans seem to be working out for me. oregon doesnt seem too far fetched anymore with as many of my friends that live there, or are going, the transition will be cake. i am so excited at the thought of living in portland, or near there anyway, so close to the coast... the ocean at night... *sigh* i put my resume in at PETCO. i hope i hope i get the job.. hope for me ok? turkeyday is yet again upon us. this year, i want to go with a hangover, ok ok, maybe not, but going out would be nice at least.
life is... interesting, josh-wa still hasn't called me;) and he really really needs to.. the only reason cda is so boring is cuz you're not hanging out with me;) no, actually, you're right, cda is kinda depressing right now. its like when everyone has a cold, and it gets passed on over and over and over... you get the idea. only its with depression.
well, 4 days off. i have a lot of socializing to catch up with. i've found myself hermiting away in my house, not wanting to go out into public, or even talk to anyone. then last night, im sitting there thinking "well, i guess i will have to find someone to talk to" i call janel, her b/f has her phone for some odd reason, and im sure "forgets" to tell her i called.. so i call rich, who as depressed as i always remember, he even sounded a bit like eeore. but i made plans with him anyway. then i call mark, and really i still stand by the fact that i now realize without a doubt why we broke up. he really can be pretty mean. and unemotional. and i can see why i would bother a person like that. i need to be wanted and needed and loved, where he could care less.
so, enough blabbing... what are your plans for the future? days weeks, years, i dont care. tell me;)
life is... interesting, josh-wa still hasn't called me;) and he really really needs to.. the only reason cda is so boring is cuz you're not hanging out with me;) no, actually, you're right, cda is kinda depressing right now. its like when everyone has a cold, and it gets passed on over and over and over... you get the idea. only its with depression.
well, 4 days off. i have a lot of socializing to catch up with. i've found myself hermiting away in my house, not wanting to go out into public, or even talk to anyone. then last night, im sitting there thinking "well, i guess i will have to find someone to talk to" i call janel, her b/f has her phone for some odd reason, and im sure "forgets" to tell her i called.. so i call rich, who as depressed as i always remember, he even sounded a bit like eeore. but i made plans with him anyway. then i call mark, and really i still stand by the fact that i now realize without a doubt why we broke up. he really can be pretty mean. and unemotional. and i can see why i would bother a person like that. i need to be wanted and needed and loved, where he could care less.
so, enough blabbing... what are your plans for the future? days weeks, years, i dont care. tell me;)