Mar 05, 2007 15:17
thursday is my 26th birthday and i'm kind of depressed...i feel like i'm getting old and that scares me. there is still so much in my life that i feel that i should have accomplished up to this point. so many people my same age have progressed so much farther at this same stage in their lives and i cant help but be a little envious. my friend jeanette always reminds me of the things i'm lucky to have and then i always remind her of the things she's lucky to have. truth be told, if you combined our lives we'd have the perfect life!!
i have 2 amazing kids..and a great (hopefully one day) step kid. i have karl. we are pretty much perfect for eachother. i have a perfectly functional, disfunctional family. i have great friends.. although sadly enough most of them are spread out on every coast.
she has a good job in a high end retail store in downtown chicago. she has an amazing body ..so naturally curvy and just perfect. she has a smile tht could brighten a suicidal teens day. it litterally beams from ear to ear. she has the MOST perfect curly hair. so unfair. she comes and goes as she pleases and has no one to answer to .
so as you see..if you combined our lives...there really wouldn't be any reason to complain...and i defeintly wouldn't feel bad about getting older..
my mom took me shopping today at old navy and dropped 250.00 dollars on me..it was fun.. and i filled a cart..NOT on purpose. and i almost felt bad when we were at the register. but all she said is thank god for me your birthday only comes once a year. she knows i've been stressin about my birthday. plus she's been in a good mood everyday it gets closer to her vacation. she getts happier.. i think her vaca being only 2 weeks away totally benefitted me.
then we went to lunch at don pablos. we had fun and laughed and my mom STOLE me set of steak knives..hahahaha i love my mama...she is a blast!! and i gave my dad my left over food and forgot the knives were in there. and i said dad have you looked in the box yet..and he said no why...and i said cause there are some steak knives i need out of there..and he just started laughing and he said you are so your moms daughter..and i was like i know...and then i said ..she stole them for me and he laughed harder...truth be told she hardly ever leaves a restraunt empty handed...it's kind of fun to come out with new salt and pepper shakers or spoons or glasses...hahahaha
and the best thing about today is that i'm definetly getting an interview for the job in cleveland. i'm not guranteed the job but i am for sure getting an interview. i'm so excited. but i'm not going to get my hopes up to high . but keep your fingers crossed for me!!!!
peace out