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I change MY mind like i change my underware or socks...
drew did something so stupid last night and pranked me about lenny and lenny was there and they all were laughing but it wasnt funny i was so upset...like i said and ill say again
I CHANGE MY MIND LIKE I CHANGE MY UNDERWARE..
i know how to handle him now when he's drunk and when he's not.. he's different. VERY different. and o told him i except him for what he is./. but it will never EVER NEVER be like it was and he has to understand, we dont hang out, were not going to see each other.. we can talk , yea that's ok , but im not going through the pain and hurt all over again with you... do u understand. he said he understood,right... and he would do anything for me if he was there.( if ) and i said .YEA IF YOU WHERE HERE .. his response.. well ill do what i can when im there...SRY LOSS THE GAME.. WRONG ANSWER. NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.. UNSATISFACTORY....got it. do you hear me?. ( he says..i hear you . but i love you , that's all i hear in my head when i talk to you) right.! cmon. i said am i a fill in because she's not there.. and he said fuck you that gets you hung up on..... we talked for hours , about meeting up spending the night together...I HELD STRONG AND TRUE... I DID NoT BUCKLE.. im getting better. not saying i didnt want to be in his arms..but NOT AGAIN, it cant happen twice to a person , oh excuse me three or four times. my bad... i love you but i cant do this( he says.. i tried i dont need her and i miss everything about you. your saying your smile , your motorcycles when u get excited.. all of it stephanie rose ,all.)..
i made him say my name a millon times , just to hear it come out of his mouth made my heart melt.. how pathetic.. I KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO TELL ME...
maybe one day ill walk away for good.. until nov of 04 till nov of right now..
you've had my heart and crushed it a million times and i come back.. guess me and her at kinda the same huh
drew did something so stupid last night and pranked me about lenny and lenny was there and they all were laughing but it wasnt funny i was so upset...like i said and ill say again
I CHANGE MY MIND LIKE I CHANGE MY UNDERWARE..
i know how to handle him now when he's drunk and when he's not.. he's different. VERY different. and o told him i except him for what he is./. but it will never EVER NEVER be like it was and he has to understand, we dont hang out, were not going to see each other.. we can talk , yea that's ok , but im not going through the pain and hurt all over again with you... do u understand. he said he understood,right... and he would do anything for me if he was there.( if ) and i said .YEA IF YOU WHERE HERE .. his response.. well ill do what i can when im there...SRY LOSS THE GAME.. WRONG ANSWER. NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.. UNSATISFACTORY....got it. do you hear me?. ( he says..i hear you . but i love you , that's all i hear in my head when i talk to you) right.! cmon. i said am i a fill in because she's not there.. and he said fuck you that gets you hung up on..... we talked for hours , about meeting up spending the night together...I HELD STRONG AND TRUE... I DID NoT BUCKLE.. im getting better. not saying i didnt want to be in his arms..but NOT AGAIN, it cant happen twice to a person , oh excuse me three or four times. my bad... i love you but i cant do this( he says.. i tried i dont need her and i miss everything about you. your saying your smile , your motorcycles when u get excited.. all of it stephanie rose ,all.)..
i made him say my name a millon times , just to hear it come out of his mouth made my heart melt.. how pathetic.. I KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO TELL ME...
maybe one day ill walk away for good.. until nov of 04 till nov of right now..
you've had my heart and crushed it a million times and i come back.. guess me and her at kinda the same huh