Yesturday sucked

[butterfliesrme]

Yesturday all my friends told me where i stand in our friendships...we didnt have school and no one called me.. it's ok now i just understand what u guys really think of me...I had to work yesturday at 6 so before that i went to erin's cuz it seems like shes' the only one who really cares....well i got to work and something was happing to me and i couldnt understand it, i felt like i was going to throw up and i was frezzing but sweating and the same time....i was taking an order and i knew it was coming and i ran downstairs and threw up....i got home and slept from 6:30 to 6:00 in the morning... my mom said it was because i was all worked up about john... YEAH i talked to john he called me and then we talked for like 3 hours online.. and he said he was coming down here today or tomarrow with my cousin's boyfriend to see me.. what the fuck are we going to say to each other... it's been so long... what do i say what does this mean?
here's two pictures he sent me last night AND NO HE'S NOT 30