Jan 13, 2012 15:01
It was rather gloomy day with quite cold wind and rain. Thank god I made it to school with whole bunch of paper reports and presentation ready for final court before drenched in total downpour. I'm still having nervous attack, especially when I met all the lecturers who will judge me later. All the stress building up since last week started to get me. But in the same time, I lose my ability to care about the result.
Then, the court began... it went well compared to my last court where I almost crying myself out right in front of lecturers and my instructor. They are being fair and help me to improve my final project product. Sometime they threw joke each other or at me which made me almost cried in relief. After awhile, I have to wait for the result while my lecturers and instructor discussed if I'm worth to pass.
And I made it.
I finally made it.
Dear lord, thank you. I was crying instantly when they gave the report to me.
And now, I'm still working at completing their revisions etc I have to make new batch of paper reports and printing final product also other necessary thing. It's been very stressful weeks since December maybe this is the most depressing time in my education life. But I think it's worth it :) nothing beats the freedom air I took right after I'm done with everything.
Now.... welcome to the unemployed state. lol
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