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im a little tired of money problems..well its not me thats tired..its my man.
hes always flippen out about how much the cost of living out here is.
hes just so used to working side jobs (tree services) where he make a shit load
every year in the warm season elsewhere other than michigan.
were staying in a hotel for now cuz the lease is up at the ol apartment and i
couldnt wait to get the hell out of there-fuckin neighbors never leave you alone...
oh and the cops! uge!
so were outta there 4 now.
well be movin outta this city soon. im waitin and waitin 4 probation to cut the cord.
im almost there(i say that gritting my teeth)
i feel like i have an ancor tied to my feet and its holding us back from sooo many
money making opportunities!!!
oh well-i can only piss n moan about it and that wont change a damn thing.
ive learned that the hard way.
i do really need a job though but im so picky. i wish i wasnt.
once we move into another apartment based on a few months lease ill be
able to get back into marriott again hopefully.
j.r. has n i went karaokeing this weekend to club 23 and that was aight.
met a chick who just found out she has cancer! very sad. definetly touched j.r. in a wierd way.
hes been around death alot-its kid of his calling alot of the time not to be funny...
-hope i dont fall into that.
he has taken such good care of me over the past 6 months and we barely go out cuz we arent as resiliant nemore like we used to be. hung over for a whole day is no fun all the time.
thats just not me ne more.
hes asked me to marry him-were working on one another-and lately the only issues are me
needing to find a job cuz being unemployed is a drowning sensation and then theres the whole
hes a woman charmer. but i need to get over that cuz hell always be a ladies man-sucks but i love him and o well.
i guess thats waht i have to say.
hope things look up real soon. i have a feeling itll all put itself back 2gether.
sometimes its hard picking up your own peices cuz i have alot of pride.
and another note to me is i wanted so bad to start over and i got my wish.
by leaving eric meant restarting everything. i didnt ever think about it that way-
and it is scary but i have someone now who strives to take care of me and teaches me to take care of myself. walls never stop him either. he just gets back up and brings me along for the ride...for now now neways-meaning im lucky i can sit back n relax 4 now but soon when a job gets on the horn with me-i HAVE to take it.
not cuz were desperate but to prove that i still am my old working self. cuz i know beyond this new lazyness i have right now-is the old working hard chick who loves business!
..help me find her!!! uge!
ok well i guess ill go for now-in the mean time id like to say thanks to those who still stand by my side to this day no matter what! thank you thank you!
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hes always flippen out about how much the cost of living out here is.
hes just so used to working side jobs (tree services) where he make a shit load
every year in the warm season elsewhere other than michigan.
were staying in a hotel for now cuz the lease is up at the ol apartment and i
couldnt wait to get the hell out of there-fuckin neighbors never leave you alone...
oh and the cops! uge!
so were outta there 4 now.
well be movin outta this city soon. im waitin and waitin 4 probation to cut the cord.
im almost there(i say that gritting my teeth)
i feel like i have an ancor tied to my feet and its holding us back from sooo many
money making opportunities!!!
oh well-i can only piss n moan about it and that wont change a damn thing.
ive learned that the hard way.
i do really need a job though but im so picky. i wish i wasnt.
once we move into another apartment based on a few months lease ill be
able to get back into marriott again hopefully.
j.r. has n i went karaokeing this weekend to club 23 and that was aight.
met a chick who just found out she has cancer! very sad. definetly touched j.r. in a wierd way.
hes been around death alot-its kid of his calling alot of the time not to be funny...
-hope i dont fall into that.
he has taken such good care of me over the past 6 months and we barely go out cuz we arent as resiliant nemore like we used to be. hung over for a whole day is no fun all the time.
thats just not me ne more.
hes asked me to marry him-were working on one another-and lately the only issues are me
needing to find a job cuz being unemployed is a drowning sensation and then theres the whole
hes a woman charmer. but i need to get over that cuz hell always be a ladies man-sucks but i love him and o well.
i guess thats waht i have to say.
hope things look up real soon. i have a feeling itll all put itself back 2gether.
sometimes its hard picking up your own peices cuz i have alot of pride.
and another note to me is i wanted so bad to start over and i got my wish.
by leaving eric meant restarting everything. i didnt ever think about it that way-
and it is scary but i have someone now who strives to take care of me and teaches me to take care of myself. walls never stop him either. he just gets back up and brings me along for the ride...for now now neways-meaning im lucky i can sit back n relax 4 now but soon when a job gets on the horn with me-i HAVE to take it.
not cuz were desperate but to prove that i still am my old working self. cuz i know beyond this new lazyness i have right now-is the old working hard chick who loves business!
..help me find her!!! uge!
ok well i guess ill go for now-in the mean time id like to say thanks to those who still stand by my side to this day no matter what! thank you thank you!
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