Happy Day of Bleeding Hearts!
Now I'm more angry than depressed. what was I thinking? i had a moment of weakness and my mind was cloudy. I think it was a partly bullshit when he said he cares about me. He's off being happy with his new girlfriend while I'm alone at home thinking awful things. btw thanks to everyone who showed their concern, I'm better now. He doesn't deserve to think that he means anything to me, but I gave it to him and I denied that he hurt me.
Let’s celebrate the day of bleeding hearts
With a re-enactment involving yours
I have been wanting to get back at you for so long
Chocolates, teddy bears, and revenge are so sweet
I think he just doesn't want to feel guilty about hurting me so he said that he cared and he wouldn't have been there for me that night if he didn't. Well he never was there for me when I really needed him. I'm better off without. Jeff and I came up with a plan to hook me up with someone from his group of workout followers. It could be quite interesting.
But I have noticed a pattern. I was with Rob for 5 months(Oct-March), with Ryan on and off for 5 months(from March-August), then we decided to get more serious i guess you would call it for another 5 months(August-January). So I have to break this 5 month curse.
Last thing, everyone should watch the movie "What Dreams May Come" with Robin Williams.
One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.
Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.
According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl -- who may have been his jailor's daughter -- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.
Let’s celebrate the day of bleeding hearts
With a re-enactment involving yours
I have been wanting to get back at you for so long
Chocolates, teddy bears, and revenge are so sweet
I think he just doesn't want to feel guilty about hurting me so he said that he cared and he wouldn't have been there for me that night if he didn't. Well he never was there for me when I really needed him. I'm better off without. Jeff and I came up with a plan to hook me up with someone from his group of workout followers. It could be quite interesting.
But I have noticed a pattern. I was with Rob for 5 months(Oct-March), with Ryan on and off for 5 months(from March-August), then we decided to get more serious i guess you would call it for another 5 months(August-January). So I have to break this 5 month curse.
Last thing, everyone should watch the movie "What Dreams May Come" with Robin Williams.
One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.
Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.
According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl -- who may have been his jailor's daughter -- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.