to pinpoint exactly where it begins is impossible
I did something last night that I can't recall ever doing before: I finished a notebook. As in, a notebook that used to be full of blank pages? It's now completely full of filled pages. The reason why I've never done this before, despite how much I write, is because i do the majority of my writing on the computer or online now, and also because I am a notebook junkie...I collect them and use about three or five at any given time. (If you ever need a good present idea, get me a pretty notebook!) So the fact that I have now completely filled one up makes me very happy.
I have three papers to write this weekend, and as of yet I haven't started a single one. I don't feel motivated to, which is...hmm. I'll get them done, though, because otherwise I'll have a panic mid-week just like last week and then the score for the quarter will be quarter: 2, Lisa : 0, whereas if I get all this done I'll give myself a point :) Hooray! I just have to keep on top of things. I can so handle 19 credits. I just have to keep my head above water, and I have a plan. The plan is entitled Work Ahead, ending with the postnote: NEVER AGAIN. NEVER, EVER AGAIN.
Never more than we can handle, surely, but that doesn't mean it's easy. I know where my limits are. College is teaching me so much about myself, like how to say no to people and not feel terrible for myself (*preens!*) and also that I am a person who thrives on knowing exactly when things are going to happen...I need schedule or my life doesn't work XD; Whoops. Go figure.
I have been productive so far in the two hours I've been up! I finished AND POSTED the new application system for FeFiRo! This has been hanging over my head for seems like forever, so I'm REALLY happy that it's done. So, so happy, *bounces*
I'm also very excited for today (good foooood), AND the fact that I filled up that afore-mentioned notebook with the beginnings of the epic Merlin/Narnia crossover that only Clarissa has seen so far. It seems fitting, to end with a beginning. I'm really thrilled.
Now to type it and to keep going! \o/
I have three papers to write this weekend, and as of yet I haven't started a single one. I don't feel motivated to, which is...hmm. I'll get them done, though, because otherwise I'll have a panic mid-week just like last week and then the score for the quarter will be quarter: 2, Lisa : 0, whereas if I get all this done I'll give myself a point :) Hooray! I just have to keep on top of things. I can so handle 19 credits. I just have to keep my head above water, and I have a plan. The plan is entitled Work Ahead, ending with the postnote: NEVER AGAIN. NEVER, EVER AGAIN.
Never more than we can handle, surely, but that doesn't mean it's easy. I know where my limits are. College is teaching me so much about myself, like how to say no to people and not feel terrible for myself (*preens!*) and also that I am a person who thrives on knowing exactly when things are going to happen...I need schedule or my life doesn't work XD; Whoops. Go figure.
I have been productive so far in the two hours I've been up! I finished AND POSTED the new application system for FeFiRo! This has been hanging over my head for seems like forever, so I'm REALLY happy that it's done. So, so happy, *bounces*
I'm also very excited for today (good foooood), AND the fact that I filled up that afore-mentioned notebook with the beginnings of the epic Merlin/Narnia crossover that only Clarissa has seen so far. It seems fitting, to end with a beginning. I'm really thrilled.
Now to type it and to keep going! \o/