cryin' like a child
I miss my mom and dad.
Maybe mostly my mom, I guess, but...I just want to go home.
Yes, I feel like a little kid right now. I was just thinking about being home, and everything has been so screwed up and frustrating here and I just miss the times when everything was okay. I haven't missed home this much...ever. I think. And it's not like I haven't been home at all this semester, but I especially miss it now. I'm not sure why.
Maybe I feel lonely or something, I don't know.
I think what I need most right now, even moreso than money...
...is hugs.
Lots and lots of hugs.
The one that would help the most is from a certain boy, but I'm not sure he's the huggy type. I just really really really wanna hug him tight.
EDIT: I just remembered that scene from Meteor Garden--Shancai has some confrontation with Dau Mingzi, and when Hua Zilei comes to find her, he's like, "It's okay, you can cry if you want." She just smiles and says, "I'm fine...but could you turn around?"
So he turns around, and she leans on his back and just cries.
I guess I kind of feel like that ._.
Maybe mostly my mom, I guess, but...I just want to go home.
Yes, I feel like a little kid right now. I was just thinking about being home, and everything has been so screwed up and frustrating here and I just miss the times when everything was okay. I haven't missed home this much...ever. I think. And it's not like I haven't been home at all this semester, but I especially miss it now. I'm not sure why.
Maybe I feel lonely or something, I don't know.
I think what I need most right now, even moreso than money...
...is hugs.
Lots and lots of hugs.
The one that would help the most is from a certain boy, but I'm not sure he's the huggy type. I just really really really wanna hug him tight.
EDIT: I just remembered that scene from Meteor Garden--Shancai has some confrontation with Dau Mingzi, and when Hua Zilei comes to find her, he's like, "It's okay, you can cry if you want." She just smiles and says, "I'm fine...but could you turn around?"
So he turns around, and she leans on his back and just cries.
I guess I kind of feel like that ._.