friends
yah know... it is okay to lose friends along the path of life.
Right now I"m just tired and stressed from wedding..... I'm sure that is well expected. I wish the wedding was over, but I'm thinking I have less stress this way than I would have if I'd chosen a date closer to the end of school.
I was thinking about friends today... and I honestly don't know who considers themselves my friends anymore... at least with many of the OC people because i never see them. I was having issues with that for a long time, and though I still will I know it's okay.
I don't have to do things because I feel obligated too all the time, nor do I need to be nice to all the people that truely just piss me off by breathing. I can leave the room or area and be away from it all. So much drama that is stupid and so many people thinking they are all that and then some. personaly I'm shy, I dn't like talking to people and osme take it that I don't like them or that I"m a snob. I no longer care. I'm shy and others are too, but sometimes you know you aren't liked by the way you are treated and greeted and I'm going to try and resolve to not worry or care about those that have juddged me or the ones I love.
*good luck to me*
Right now I"m just tired and stressed from wedding..... I'm sure that is well expected. I wish the wedding was over, but I'm thinking I have less stress this way than I would have if I'd chosen a date closer to the end of school.
I was thinking about friends today... and I honestly don't know who considers themselves my friends anymore... at least with many of the OC people because i never see them. I was having issues with that for a long time, and though I still will I know it's okay.
I don't have to do things because I feel obligated too all the time, nor do I need to be nice to all the people that truely just piss me off by breathing. I can leave the room or area and be away from it all. So much drama that is stupid and so many people thinking they are all that and then some. personaly I'm shy, I dn't like talking to people and osme take it that I don't like them or that I"m a snob. I no longer care. I'm shy and others are too, but sometimes you know you aren't liked by the way you are treated and greeted and I'm going to try and resolve to not worry or care about those that have juddged me or the ones I love.
*good luck to me*