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wow. so i just realized i haven't posted here in over a month, I think it's because the only times i think about live-journaling is when i want to bitch and moan about something and then i think, gosh all i ever do on live journal is bitch and moan. plus most of you are on facebook too and most of my bitching and moaning can be concisely containing in the pithy "Loran is" format i so love. but fyi, Denise - i love you're updates! Jess too. but apparantly LJ is totally passe at this point. meh. i'll still post and hope you do too. i don't have much to saying other than bitching and moaning even though other that the usual crap I'm actually quite happy. my home may be going up for public auction but we are on the 3rd round of the owner postponing it. meh. it will suck if we have to move but if we do at least i'll get rid of a load of crap and be able to put off school work for a few months. one of my committee members bailed on me but, meh - i don't really care, i'll find someone, if i don't it's not the end of the world, i owe a shitload of money but don't really care about the degree anymore - can "they" track me to canada and make me pay it all back? I'm kinda hoping for global warming to make canada the new pacific northwest where subsistance farming will rule after the economy collapses and the end times are upon us - saru will be in charge and all i have to do is tend to the dogs. is it fucked up that i kinda wish for the world-as-we-know-it to end? meh. so i think everyone who checks this lj is also on facebook - if not, let me know and i'll post my "25 random things" about moi. but basically, in a nutshell, i both love and hate my life. there is so much bullshit and all i really want to do is LIVE. but it seems i must otherwise occupy myself with a living. booourns. oh, and i drank a half bottle of wine making a dinner that truc and i didn't eat cause we ate the side dish instead before dinner was ready. mmmmmm chicken cacciatore tomorrow night though yo! but right now (as usual) i'm watching bullshit TV, wishing i was at the beach or in bellingham, and pretending i don't have a ton of pointless work to do in order to get the masturbatory degree that will help me make shit money in the future but at least have summer vacations. the end.