wHy??
Why did i have to handle things the way i did?? I wish i could just go and turn back time and have him understand what I was going through without making everything go wrong. But I didnt. and i regret that so much. why?? why did i just H A V E T O?? I just really hope that he is understanding enough and gets what i was going through. Cause if he doesnt then I dont know what i will do, and i dont knowhow i handeled everything before this. But now I know after talking to a really good friend and I get it now. omg right now the song that I firsted listened to on his cd player just came on. its like every where i turn there are things that remind me of him. why did i have to be soooo stupid. I hate myself right now.