Friend-ies
I miss haning out with my friends everyday at school sooooo much. my god. And Becky wont call me, dont know why. But I wanna start practicing volleyball and I cant until she calls me and we make plans. and its wicked irritating just to sit here and wait. ugghhh. Any ways noelle found me this poem that kinda suits me but I dont like the up yours part, I would say something elese dont know what but not "up yours."
"why do you hate me?
just because im different.
why do you think your better,
because you are popular.
why do you go behind my back
and lie just because im different.
why do you think that you can do anything
to me and i won't fight back.
all i have to say to you is
up yours."
Its neat and all but not exactly something I would write.
i dont wanna run away, but i cant take, it i dont understand.....if im not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am.....is there any way that i ca stay in your arms??-if youre not the one-daniel bedingfield
why do the tears come down everyday, in every way, of things, stupid things, i have no one to turn to no shoulder to cry on just myself thats all i can count on myself... i need someone need something to turn to i cant rely on myself its too many feelings to deal with i use to have someone to talk to who i could tell anything but their gone and i dont think their coming back things change just like people the people i know are different then when i met them some for the better some for the worse they get meaner while others get nicer but none of them i can count on no shoulder to turn to i dont know what to do with these feelings and tears feeling like im sinkin in them im drowning in my own tears....
We were just out riding Me and the guys When the jeep started flipping We all closed our eyes As everything got quiet I tried so hard to speak Make sure everyone was okay But my body was to weak Me eyes wouldn't open My arms wouldn't move I know I'll be okay My condition will improve When I was finally lifted up I wasn't prepared to see The mangled body That lay before me I could hear my friends talking Asking me if I was alright I can't believe this is happening After all, it's Friday night The ambulance came And the choppers were sent to land There was no turning back For I was already in God's hands But only the good die young And my time on earth was through One day we'll be together again At Heaven's gate I'll welcome all of you So try to be strong And please don't cry I've got my wings I'm learning to fly Think of the good times And keep me in your heart So when you need me most We'll never be apart
forgetting him *forget his name* *forget his face* *forget his kiss and warm embrace* *forget the love that once was true* *remember now there's something new* *forget the times you spent together* *remember now he's gone forever*
[Will aspirins and alcohol someway decrease the ache from knowing that you'll do to her the same you did to me?]
behind these bedroom walls everynight i sing along with all his favorite songs i sing until my voice is gone until my lungs are bleeding
tell me you dont miss these brown eyes & that you're not in love take this stupid heart.. i know its all you ever wanted me for & i hope you keep it close so everyone knows that its all because of you that im dead to the world.
"why do you hate me?
just because im different.
why do you think your better,
because you are popular.
why do you go behind my back
and lie just because im different.
why do you think that you can do anything
to me and i won't fight back.
all i have to say to you is
up yours."
Its neat and all but not exactly something I would write.
i dont wanna run away, but i cant take, it i dont understand.....if im not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am.....is there any way that i ca stay in your arms??-if youre not the one-daniel bedingfield
why do the tears come down everyday, in every way, of things, stupid things, i have no one to turn to no shoulder to cry on just myself thats all i can count on myself... i need someone need something to turn to i cant rely on myself its too many feelings to deal with i use to have someone to talk to who i could tell anything but their gone and i dont think their coming back things change just like people the people i know are different then when i met them some for the better some for the worse they get meaner while others get nicer but none of them i can count on no shoulder to turn to i dont know what to do with these feelings and tears feeling like im sinkin in them im drowning in my own tears....
We were just out riding Me and the guys When the jeep started flipping We all closed our eyes As everything got quiet I tried so hard to speak Make sure everyone was okay But my body was to weak Me eyes wouldn't open My arms wouldn't move I know I'll be okay My condition will improve When I was finally lifted up I wasn't prepared to see The mangled body That lay before me I could hear my friends talking Asking me if I was alright I can't believe this is happening After all, it's Friday night The ambulance came And the choppers were sent to land There was no turning back For I was already in God's hands But only the good die young And my time on earth was through One day we'll be together again At Heaven's gate I'll welcome all of you So try to be strong And please don't cry I've got my wings I'm learning to fly Think of the good times And keep me in your heart So when you need me most We'll never be apart
forgetting him *forget his name* *forget his face* *forget his kiss and warm embrace* *forget the love that once was true* *remember now there's something new* *forget the times you spent together* *remember now he's gone forever*
[Will aspirins and alcohol someway decrease the ache from knowing that you'll do to her the same you did to me?]
behind these bedroom walls everynight i sing along with all his favorite songs i sing until my voice is gone until my lungs are bleeding
tell me you dont miss these brown eyes & that you're not in love take this stupid heart.. i know its all you ever wanted me for & i hope you keep it close so everyone knows that its all because of you that im dead to the world.