this is a joke, right?

[buttercup_brat]

i love how everything just piles up on me.
the test results came back today.
and they're positive.
he has cancer.

cancer. cancer. cancer. cancer.

i cannot go thru this again. im not even remotely close to moving on from Karen.
and now this.
i am BEYOND bummed.

that would be like an upper for me..being bummed.

i love you && i know this is going to work out. it HAS to...

iam scared.