some random thoughts
It took me like four years, for serious, but I think I'm finally in love with updating my LJ. I guess I just got more narcissistic. How fabulous :D
I miss Tyler like crazy, you guys. I wish I was in Greece, having enormous multiple eyegasms and shopping in pretty markets and seeing Athens and Delphi and buying souvenirs for you suckers, which would be cool but not nearly cool enough to make up for the fact that I was in Greece and you weren't. ;_;
lisew makes me miss Sirius so badly it feels like a little monster with big claws is trying to dig it's way out of my chest. I guess that is a compliment, but a very painful one. To make myself feel better, I entertain fantastical ways for him to be revived and count down the days until HBP (when I will surely be proven correct =/)
You know what my problem is, I think? I am often bursting with energy, and sometimes even ideas, but instead of confidence and motivation, all I have is cynicism. There are a million things I can do with my time that would possibly have wonderful results, but instead I dick around on the computer and put myself down a lot and criticize things O.O I need to start trying more, man. I just don't know where to start with that.
I just wrote a big paragraph that was more like one run-on sentence about how I'm bitter and jealous, but then deleted it...because I sounded too bitter, and jealous :D I don't want to think about things like that which are entirely uncool, instead I just want to be happy!
I miss Tyler like crazy, you guys. I wish I was in Greece, having enormous multiple eyegasms and shopping in pretty markets and seeing Athens and Delphi and buying souvenirs for you suckers, which would be cool but not nearly cool enough to make up for the fact that I was in Greece and you weren't. ;_;
lisew makes me miss Sirius so badly it feels like a little monster with big claws is trying to dig it's way out of my chest. I guess that is a compliment, but a very painful one. To make myself feel better, I entertain fantastical ways for him to be revived and count down the days until HBP (when I will surely be proven correct =/)
You know what my problem is, I think? I am often bursting with energy, and sometimes even ideas, but instead of confidence and motivation, all I have is cynicism. There are a million things I can do with my time that would possibly have wonderful results, but instead I dick around on the computer and put myself down a lot and criticize things O.O I need to start trying more, man. I just don't know where to start with that.
I just wrote a big paragraph that was more like one run-on sentence about how I'm bitter and jealous, but then deleted it...because I sounded too bitter, and jealous :D I don't want to think about things like that which are entirely uncool, instead I just want to be happy!