Ahhhhhh update....ish.....
So yeah, I never use this anymore. But....I'm crazy ass excited that in 9 more days, it is our official anniversary...not just casual dating/friend with benefits period, but October 20th will be the "official" year. :-D I got him the freakin coolest present ever. Ahhhhhhh he's wonderful, I am madly in love with him. I have never felt this way before, and I KNOW, without a shadow of a doubt, that he feels the same way. Now THAT is an amazing feeling I never got the pleasure of experiencing before. But, bitterness aside...I have an amazing man that treats me like a princess, and deserves all the love and attention I give him, and it's almost our anniversary! I'm so excited, I've never loved someone so much....I love every silly little thing about him and I wouldn't change even the tiniest little thing. I can be my stupid silly self around him. He always sits with me through my random crying and breaking down sessions and just holds me till I'm ready to talk. We've only gotten in a couple really small, stupid nothing fights that I wouldn't even consider fights, which is freakin awesome. AND so far, all my friends that have talked to him or I tell about him love him and think he's perfect for me. I think my mom's impressed too, especially by how much he took care of me when I was sick last year. I really feel like the luckiest person ever to have him. I can't say enough times how much I love him. I can honestly say now that I believe in love sight. Becky and I would be like dammit, they should have a sign like "I'm Nicole's 'The One'".....I didn't think it'd actually happen. The second I laid eyes on him for the first time I just thought "wow...he's gonna be mine." Not even "I hope he's single" or "oh, he's cute..." I just knew....and that too is an amazing feeling. Before I make everyone puke...
School year started pretty shitty, I'm not gonna lie, I'm still fucking hurt and pissed off about the way some "close" friends treated me on my birthday. Well fuck that and fuck them, I'm not putting up with that shit. Me and my girlies back home plan on having a better redo at a 21st birthday party, so none of this bullshit. Just the girls and drunken fun. I can't wait to see them again, I miss them.
Went to Rum Fest, was freakin fabulous. I wish Rum Fest was every day...I'd be broke and a raging alcoholic, but I'd be happy. I totally recommend going if you have the chance. Pay at the door, then all you can drink yummy rum drinks for 4 hours......and Amy got us free tix. She rocks. :-)
Oh, and wish my boys luck tomorrow night during Game 1 of the NLCS.......while I'm working :'(
School year started pretty shitty, I'm not gonna lie, I'm still fucking hurt and pissed off about the way some "close" friends treated me on my birthday. Well fuck that and fuck them, I'm not putting up with that shit. Me and my girlies back home plan on having a better redo at a 21st birthday party, so none of this bullshit. Just the girls and drunken fun. I can't wait to see them again, I miss them.
Went to Rum Fest, was freakin fabulous. I wish Rum Fest was every day...I'd be broke and a raging alcoholic, but I'd be happy. I totally recommend going if you have the chance. Pay at the door, then all you can drink yummy rum drinks for 4 hours......and Amy got us free tix. She rocks. :-)
Oh, and wish my boys luck tomorrow night during Game 1 of the NLCS.......while I'm working :'(