Am I more than you bargained for?
I am having a fabulous mope today. It must be post-graduation-crazy-stressful-weekend-letdown. But I have been walking around feeling as if I could start to cry any minute.
I have a bunch of errands to do tonight, namely groceries and the liquor store as I am have a martini party tomorrow and nothing with which to make martinis. Seeing that those martinis were the bait I used to lure people into coming to a Mary Kay Party it looks like I am making a trip to foggy tonight (there are no liquor stores around here).
My biggest pondering du jour is what now? Life seems like it is going to become increasingly boring if there are no classes in which to absorb information, no homework or papers to stress over, no new people to sit next to and meet... I know I have been done since December but this weekend really finalized it. People moved out and are gone and the college mentality is slowly fading away. I am working 830-530 and doing the same thing every day.
I want adventure and excitement and weekends full of new things (which is a problem when budgets are tight). I want a crazy "can't get enough of each other" whirlwind of a love affair that I will look still look back upon 10 years from now as a drugged-like rush. Now that I actually have the time in my life for such things I formerly shrugged off as unproductive and irresponsible I want them. Desperately.
So, what do we do when life becomes static?
I have a bunch of errands to do tonight, namely groceries and the liquor store as I am have a martini party tomorrow and nothing with which to make martinis. Seeing that those martinis were the bait I used to lure people into coming to a Mary Kay Party it looks like I am making a trip to foggy tonight (there are no liquor stores around here).
My biggest pondering du jour is what now? Life seems like it is going to become increasingly boring if there are no classes in which to absorb information, no homework or papers to stress over, no new people to sit next to and meet... I know I have been done since December but this weekend really finalized it. People moved out and are gone and the college mentality is slowly fading away. I am working 830-530 and doing the same thing every day.
I want adventure and excitement and weekends full of new things (which is a problem when budgets are tight). I want a crazy "can't get enough of each other" whirlwind of a love affair that I will look still look back upon 10 years from now as a drugged-like rush. Now that I actually have the time in my life for such things I formerly shrugged off as unproductive and irresponsible I want them. Desperately.
So, what do we do when life becomes static?