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I wish I knew what to say about certain things said and things perceived. It is so sad when a friendship like ours ends. I suppose all I needed was to hear from you that you were sorry and you would not say those things again. I have so many thoughts running thru my head right now, and they are all the same as they were last year when you and I went thru our hardest trial to date, well, almost to date... It was SO hard to hear those things again... But, I suppose that if truth were easy to take, then everyone would tell it. I am sorry if you are pissed at me for being so upset, but honestly, what else am I supposed to feel? Happy that you brought up my name in casual conversation? That just doesnt seem so casual. I miss you. I love you, even still. I guess that I was just expecting you to at least try to make ammends, but I know now how you really view me, and it is the same now as it was then. So, whatever. Good bye. I do hope you still come to Buffalo to at least pick up your bow and arrows. I am hurt... You were the one who always made it better and easier... But you caused it this time, and you refuse to make it better... I hope nothing but the best for you. At least let me know if you are going to get your bow and arrows or what I should do with them.
Good bye...
Good bye...