Aug 03, 2005 01:18
right now...everything isnt like it was
and im handling it in the wrong way.
chris n i broke up: yes
and my way of grieving wit it---i think ended up hurting three of my best friends.
i didnt want to hurt anyone last nite, im sorry if i did. the last thing i wanted to do was disappoint 3 of my bestest friends. i feel sorry for myself and for them. i'm really sorry guys. it was wrong... and the saddest part is that i dont regret it
<3