LiFeS ChAlLeNgEs
Why does life throw so many things at your face? I wonder? All i know is i want out of this shit... life is stressing me out to the point of blowing up, i dont get all the fuss people throw at me, i dont like it, and i dont want it, why do they swarm on me. Im to caring of a person, if someone has a problem, then i will try and help them, but when i have a problem, i shut that person out, which sux, cause they think i hate them or somthing, or not letting them in, but in truth, i just am to fucking insecure to tell anyone what i really feel, and i cant get the nerve to even say what i want to say, even a therapist couldnt get the truth out of me. I dont really think anyone can figure me totally out, i change feelings to fucking much, and ya, it sux. Just, i havent felt this way in a long ass time, i really have no idea of the cause of this unexplained down, all i know is i dont want it, i want it to go away, and the only way thats going to happen, is if i tell whats been bothering me, and i cant, cause when i do, it sounds weird, and makes no sense at all. Im leaving now. good bye