Eh?!
So much fun, I need to find another job, i need to get out of this place, i cant stand just sitting here doing nothing. Not the most fun I have had in awhile, but oh well. Last couple of days have been ok, new years eve had its highs and lows, mostly lows but i live and forget, and thats the one night i dont want to remember. Am I ungrateful? I dont think so, nobody has it bad in life. there just going through rough spots in life, brian thinks like he has it horribly bad, I dont think he does, he has school and may in the end know where hes going, but i do appreciate him talking to me, even if he didnt. Even he wanted to shoot me down. Aaron is going through some tough shit right now, I wish there was somthing i could do to help him, I mean i guess i could be considered his friend, but i understand he doesnt need to talk to me, its just always nice to know someone goes to you for help, doesnt happen to me very often. I just hope everything works out for him in hopefully the best way possible. Kev I dunno about, he seems happy, but nobody like to tell there problems, I will listen to them, try to help if not, just talk, instead of trying to avoid it all together, I do that, and it doesnt get you anywhere, the better you talk about, the more you will understand. Ness is doing fine from what i have seen, im happy shes happy. All in all, things are doing good, i wanna save some money to move out, i also want another job, so hopefully it will work out, i know it will. Laters