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[buttens]

This is the terrible tail of letting go and its over
Those sleepy whispers it hurts now because I cant think
Of what will never be again
I wish I could go back and live with you again
I just don't want to miss you anymore
I fell in less than three, at the movies
My hand went numb and you brought it back
To feel again, my past is frozen in present time
This must be what alone is
But what does it matter
You will be okay, that should make me feel okay, right?
After this I am just going to live a lie
With whom ever I am with after you.
I said things I did not mean.
I will pay for my mistakes I have made.
I am sorry.