... To be completely honest with you, I kinda saw this coming. It was what I told Snap when I was explaining everything to her. I feared that if I didn't do something soon, it might be too late and things might explode out of control, like they just did. Not only did it scare me because it might create a bandwagon or an anti-bandwagon, but also because the after-effects it might have on whoever made it. Kinda like all that June drama and how it affected me later. I didn't want to let it go as far as it did because I didn't want you to end up doing something you'd regret, just as I hoped to everything that I didn't do the same. It just felt like it might happen to either of us if something wasn't said about it and soonIn one respect, I completely deserved that for everything I've done. I read through all the AIM logs and how I used to act, and I still hate myself for it. People tell me I've mellowed out and even I can see that now, from how I used to act way back in June and July
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That all means a lot. I don't think you hold the right to apologize, though. I think that's all on me because I acted a thousand times worse than you did and you definitely came out as the better person in the end.
I'd still be willing to try an attempt at being friends, but if it doesn't work out, I guess all we'll need to do is keep our space from each other. But I'll try again.
I'll be signing on AIM in a few minutes and will be on for a little while, so I'll talk to you soon.
I didn't think he was being that bad lately, personally. He definitely has toned things down since the beginning, and his overenthusiasm then was... understandable, I guess, what with a shiny new rp and all. I dunno. I have seen Smithy here and there, but some of us give some characters favouritism, at least for a little while, and then switch it up and lean heavily on another character for a while, etc... That thought didn't translate so well to the written word, but you get what I mean, yeah?
I don't know. I haven't had much of an issue with Xero at all. But if you see him in 3 different rps then I guess his presence would be more noticeable to you.
IN CONCLUSION I don't know where I'm going with this. Don't take personal issues into RP, and don't rashly send rp secrets? idk
That's understandable, I'm pretty sure I was the only one who had such a problem with him (and I was probably being stupid over it). And don't worry, I get what you mean.
I know that now, that's for sure, and I promise not to do it again. Thank you.
At least there's that, whereas other people just keep doing it, I guess, so. >3>;; But yeah, I feel a lot better by today after talking to him, so all's good.
I wasn't upset. I just had no idea what was going on (like always OTL. Lurk moar, raye). Seriously, one little mistake is nothing to beat yourself over about, and it definitely doesn't make you a bad person. What counts is how you solve the problem in the end, and you did your part in the best way possible. There's nothing more we can ask from you to better the situation.
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We all make mistakes, we all throw secrets out when not thinking straight, only to regret them later. I've done it, I'm sure we aren't the only ones.
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I'd still be willing to try an attempt at being friends, but if it doesn't work out, I guess all we'll need to do is keep our space from each other. But I'll try again.
I'll be signing on AIM in a few minutes and will be on for a little while, so I'll talk to you soon.
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I don't know. I haven't had much of an issue with Xero at all. But if you see him in 3 different rps then I guess his presence would be more noticeable to you.
IN CONCLUSION I don't know where I'm going with this. Don't take personal issues into RP, and don't rashly send rp secrets? idk
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I know that now, that's for sure, and I promise not to do it again. Thank you.
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But at least you learned from it, which is more than some people do, so that's what counts.
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At least there's that, whereas other people just keep doing it, I guess, so. >3>;; But yeah, I feel a lot better by today after talking to him, so all's good.
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I wasn't upset. I just had no idea what was going on (like always OTL. Lurk moar, raye). Seriously, one little mistake is nothing to beat yourself over about, and it definitely doesn't make you a bad person. What counts is how you solve the problem in the end, and you did your part in the best way possible. There's nothing more we can ask from you to better the situation.
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That makes me feel a little better. Thank you so much.
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