Jan 13, 2009 13:41
last night i had a series of dreams and EVERYONE was in them. when i say everyone.. people i havent even thought of in years were there. and in every single snip-it of dream.. i was the hated.
-my mom hated me cuz she thought i told mandi that angie halls boyfriend was cheating on her with lea. joe thompson and matt erickson were too concerned with drinking beer to tell angies boyfriend any of this, but she still came after ME with a knife. she missed with every stab. we ended up hugging.
-kristen and kate snorted almost all my coke. which.. the coke was green and had seeds in it. ..but meishia said it was 'the good kind' soo, then i cried. i tried stealing kristens weed, but the box that i had just seen a mass amount of pot in, was empty. laura was laughing at me cuz they 'just smoked it all in a snoop style blunt'. i ended up letting her cat out instead.
-kates mom walked in on her fresh out the shower and all she used to cover herself was a finger.. but it worked.!
-my aunt norma and aunt jane took me to some old fighting grounds up north. kates parents asked me how it was,and said that i 'probably didnt even appreciate it how i should have and didnt imagine cannons going off, and flags being raised in honor'.
-i was hanging out with eric and gobs of other people, and as soon as i left, he went speed dating with every other girl there.
and then thats when i woke up.
i know theres sooooo many other things that happened. i remember bits and pieces here and there, but nothing at the same time.
i have no idea what the fuck all that means. but i wish i did.
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on a completely different note, i have an interview tomorrow at qdobas. still not anything cool, but it will pay the bills and would be 10xs better than my last job.
speaking of last job.. pablo owes me a grand total of $480-something in lost wages. THIS makes me happy. the main reason for going back and claiming these wages.. theres no way in hell im going to PAY on my taxes just because i worked for that fucking el loco piece of shit.
in other news.. nothing.
just been sitting at home with nothing to do and no one to do anything with. i hope i get this job so i'll have something, ANYTHING to do with myself.
and thats that.