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i tried posting the post below a few nights ago. it didnt work. im just now seeing this. BUT IT SAVED! so here it is:
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i was left. for another bitch in another state. he dipped out and i havent heard from him in about a week. last thing i did hear was that he loved me. how do you do that to someone you love? hes going to live there i take it, since he brought just about everything he owns of any value.
to say the least; it hurt. in every way possible.
the thought of him is whats gotten me up the past couple mornings. the thought that makes me wanna cry and die at the same time. the one that makes me question what ive done wrong- what made him leave me in a world of crazy pain, abandonment and loneliness?
but the biggest question is; why do i still care?
hes been my life the past 10 months. if anything, we've became really good friends. so why leave without any notice?
i think its worse than him straight up dying. ..the fact i could have the answers, but dont.
i hear that bitches voice over and over again in my head. i wanna shoot my brains out just so it will stop. you stupid cunt. i hope you die.
that would make me smile.
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i was left. for another bitch in another state. he dipped out and i havent heard from him in about a week. last thing i did hear was that he loved me. how do you do that to someone you love? hes going to live there i take it, since he brought just about everything he owns of any value.
to say the least; it hurt. in every way possible.
the thought of him is whats gotten me up the past couple mornings. the thought that makes me wanna cry and die at the same time. the one that makes me question what ive done wrong- what made him leave me in a world of crazy pain, abandonment and loneliness?
but the biggest question is; why do i still care?
hes been my life the past 10 months. if anything, we've became really good friends. so why leave without any notice?
i think its worse than him straight up dying. ..the fact i could have the answers, but dont.
i hear that bitches voice over and over again in my head. i wanna shoot my brains out just so it will stop. you stupid cunt. i hope you die.
that would make me smile.