Sep 05, 2005 22:25
Dear Connie,
I just got your message. It killed me. I know something is the matter, I could hear it in your voice. I feel so bad for being out today and not being home to take that call. You know I think about you everyday. About everytime I start doing something new, I wonder what you're doing.
How's life there? Are they treating you well? Is it too hard? I need to know. I miss you so much. You know, I think of all the times I've said "I hate you." I'm sorry. You've said it too, but I bet we can agree, we were both mad and didn't know what we were saying. I think of all the times we fight, and how we said we were going to kill eachother, how much we supposedly dispised eachother. But there's something I also think of...when all that is running through my mind, this thought lingers and kills all the bad thoughts.
When you slept in my room and you farted really loud and you kept farting, then I would try and show you up. I can't get your laugh out of my head. I can hear it now, but then I look around and your not here. I think of when you would be crying and I would come in and hug you. I'd tell you everything is alright, I think of when you came to hug me.
Remember when we would sing Mr. Roboto while getting ready for school? How we'd try and do the robot? We sucked. We'd get in the car to take me to school then we would start singing My Chemical Romance till we got to my school? Remember when we'd sing "oh happy day" together? We would harmonize. You have a beautiful voice.
I think the one thing that's sticking in my mind right now is when we were in Dad's car singing Barbra Manitee. Our little voices against his.
Connie I love you and I miss you more then you think. My sister is gone? I'm crushed, lonely, I need you.
I don't know if we can go to Family Tea on tuesday cause it hasn't been two weeks, but I hope so.
I love you so much, tomorrow is the first day and school and I'll sing and dance to Mr.Roboto just for you. I love you. I can't wait to see you.
~Wen Wen
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
Washed my sins away (oh happy day)
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
(La, la, la, la, la)
La, la, la, la, la
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la)
La, la, la, la, la, la, la
(La, la, la, la, la)
La, la, la, la, la
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When my Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
He washed my sins away
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la)
La, la, la, la, la, la, la
(La, la, la, la, la)
La, la, la, la, la
He taught me how (oh, He taught me how)
To wash (to wash, to wash)
Fight and pray (to fight and pray)
Fight and pray
And he taught me how to live rejoicing
yes, He did (and live rejoicing)
Oh yeah, every, every day (every, every day)
(oh yeah) Every day!
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
Oh happy day, yeah (oh happy day)
When Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When my Jesus washed (when Jesus washed)
When Jesus washed [hits high note] (when Jesus washed)
My sins away (oh happy day)
I'm talking about that happy day (oh happy day)
He taught me how (oh yeah, how)
To wash (to wash)
Fight and pray (sing it, sing it, c'mon and sing it)
Fight and pray
And to live
yeah, yeah, c'mon everybody (and live rejoicing every, every day)
Sing it like you mean it, oh....
Oh happy day (oh happy day)
I'm talking about the happy days (oh happy day)
C'mon and talk about the happy days (oh happy day)
Oh, oh, oh happy days (oh happy day)
Ooh talking about happy day (oh happy day)
Oh yeah, I know I'm talking about happy days (oh happy day)
Oh yeah, sing it, sing it, sing it, yeah, yeah (oh happy day)
Oh, oh, oh
Oh happy day.....