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It all came together. I was too busy pleasing everyone else that I couldn't please myself. I think somewhere on the road I lost who I was. I lost my heart. I made so many mistakes I can't remember them all. From A to Z I have done it.
His face is a blur. I can hear his voice clear though. Thinking about it I can kind of see his smile. I loved how he always made me smile. Through it all I always knew his shoulder was mine even if his heart wasn't. I remember the day I messed it up, the day it went from bad to worse. I honestly thought he was the one for me. In a crazy way I still think it. I get a little jealous when he talks about his girl, cause I'm thinking it should be me making him happy. I use to wish I could make him happy the way he made me but I stop trying a long time ago. My piece of my heart is still in his hands.
Content, not happy, that is where I am now. Progressing to be better. I want so much to be the best person I can be. Sometimes its hard cause I feel like everything is on my back. I'm always trying to fix everything and everyone elses problems that mine get lost in the mix. I try not to complain too much cause despite it all I'm blessed. I'm grateful too. I thank God for everything and everyone in my life. Good and bad. Cause without the rain I couldn't look forward to the sunshine.
His face is a blur. I can hear his voice clear though. Thinking about it I can kind of see his smile. I loved how he always made me smile. Through it all I always knew his shoulder was mine even if his heart wasn't. I remember the day I messed it up, the day it went from bad to worse. I honestly thought he was the one for me. In a crazy way I still think it. I get a little jealous when he talks about his girl, cause I'm thinking it should be me making him happy. I use to wish I could make him happy the way he made me but I stop trying a long time ago. My piece of my heart is still in his hands.
Content, not happy, that is where I am now. Progressing to be better. I want so much to be the best person I can be. Sometimes its hard cause I feel like everything is on my back. I'm always trying to fix everything and everyone elses problems that mine get lost in the mix. I try not to complain too much cause despite it all I'm blessed. I'm grateful too. I thank God for everything and everyone in my life. Good and bad. Cause without the rain I couldn't look forward to the sunshine.