I Did It.
I called Nolan, and he had denied cheating on me and leaving me for Martin's little sister. That's bullshit. Frusterated, I just told him that I thought that he was way better then that, and hung up.
I decided to throw away all of the stuff that had reminded me, or that had been given to me by him. I tried to throw away his stuff many times before, but I couldn't bring myself to it. It was really hard, but it's over, and there is absolutly nothing in my house that reminds me of him. The things are ripped up, masking taped all into a box, and is going to end up in the garage by the garbage. From now on I'm leaving him in the past, and thats where he is going to stay. EVERY little bit of him. That means no speaking about him.
I also decided to make a new email. I deleted all of the people off my msn that I didn't talk to anymore, or didn't like. I don't know why, but I just felt like all of those people were holding back a part of me.
So it's done. I'm now going to start a new chapter in my life.
<3 noMo
I decided to throw away all of the stuff that had reminded me, or that had been given to me by him. I tried to throw away his stuff many times before, but I couldn't bring myself to it. It was really hard, but it's over, and there is absolutly nothing in my house that reminds me of him. The things are ripped up, masking taped all into a box, and is going to end up in the garage by the garbage. From now on I'm leaving him in the past, and thats where he is going to stay. EVERY little bit of him. That means no speaking about him.
I also decided to make a new email. I deleted all of the people off my msn that I didn't talk to anymore, or didn't like. I don't know why, but I just felt like all of those people were holding back a part of me.
So it's done. I'm now going to start a new chapter in my life.
<3 noMo