Apr 27, 2004 13:42
ash decided to sneak out and go to a hotel room part at 1:30 in the morning today, with people see didnt even know none-the-less. i stole my friends car and picked her up. it was stick so i also learned how to drive stick last night. ash was pissed at first because she want to live and be rebellious and she wants to do somthing crazy and all that teen-ainsgt shit. i was so fucking worried about her last night. she told me she felt like getting fucked up and that she was depressed and next thing i know shes at a fucking party. i tried to get out of the car to beat the shit out of someone but ash grabbed my face and told me if i did she wouldnt talk to me anymore. if i see that fuck aaron ever again, im going to kick his ass. anyway...
i put in a bunch of job apps. today. i hope someone is interested or at least desperate for help. i need a job. i hate not working. i wish i could get paid to think. id be a fucking billionaire. gtg, have a good day!