Reunion once again
So again I went without writing anything for a long time, and I feel like I neglected this journal because I've been doing so many other things. I don't see that any of my friends have been posting anything, so it kind of disappoints me that they have forgotten something that in which they started a long time ago. But something tells me that they will remember to come back and look at what they have written.
I'm currently living in P.A Monroeville with whom I have mentioned in prior entries named Erik. Can't say I'm very happy there because we both live with his mom and sister which is very awkward for me. I have realized for a while now that I used Erik as a escape goat just so I could get out of the situation I was in at my parents house without really realizing it at the time. So ever since I have realized this I've been trying to set up or at least plan myself to get the fuck out of there and possibly move to Georgia. Why Georgia? Well...I met someone again haha and I know what your thinking maybe if you know me or have read my prior entries but this guy I know for sure I want to be with. He has goals and aspirations even though he is quite the opposite of me. He's more hygienic and doesn't like to be aggressive and his body is very sensitive. I just hope if and when I live with him that he gets used to or over being so anal about his belongings being touched or moved. I have already asked him and mentioned to him though that once I move in with him that hes going to have to slowly get over it because you can't really live with someone if your going to be that way. I guess I have to slowly push the envelope.
Also one of my ex's and best friend Mark Walpole died on January 8th, not sure what he died from but I'm pretty sure it was drug induced. I wish I had seen him before he went, I hadn't seen him for probably a year so..thinking that he isn't going to be in my life anymore makes me very upset but sometimes I think it was probably the best thing for him in his life as harsh as that might sound. I only say that because Mark was never really truly happy for long periods of time with his life. Not sure if he's watching over me or with me in spirit seeing how I'm not a firm believer of heaven and hell and all that crap.
But at least I'm still taking classes at the college I've been going to online I'm just not sure If I should keep taking classes there or not seeing how I haven't even gotten done with the really important ones that I can't even take online because they require you to go to a lab. So I might just take the SAT/ACT test and see how I do and hopefully I get a good enough score to get accepted into a college that has the degree that I want. So we shall see how this journey turns out, hopefully I don't crash and burn.
Love Lizzah
I'm currently living in P.A Monroeville with whom I have mentioned in prior entries named Erik. Can't say I'm very happy there because we both live with his mom and sister which is very awkward for me. I have realized for a while now that I used Erik as a escape goat just so I could get out of the situation I was in at my parents house without really realizing it at the time. So ever since I have realized this I've been trying to set up or at least plan myself to get the fuck out of there and possibly move to Georgia. Why Georgia? Well...I met someone again haha and I know what your thinking maybe if you know me or have read my prior entries but this guy I know for sure I want to be with. He has goals and aspirations even though he is quite the opposite of me. He's more hygienic and doesn't like to be aggressive and his body is very sensitive. I just hope if and when I live with him that he gets used to or over being so anal about his belongings being touched or moved. I have already asked him and mentioned to him though that once I move in with him that hes going to have to slowly get over it because you can't really live with someone if your going to be that way. I guess I have to slowly push the envelope.
Also one of my ex's and best friend Mark Walpole died on January 8th, not sure what he died from but I'm pretty sure it was drug induced. I wish I had seen him before he went, I hadn't seen him for probably a year so..thinking that he isn't going to be in my life anymore makes me very upset but sometimes I think it was probably the best thing for him in his life as harsh as that might sound. I only say that because Mark was never really truly happy for long periods of time with his life. Not sure if he's watching over me or with me in spirit seeing how I'm not a firm believer of heaven and hell and all that crap.
But at least I'm still taking classes at the college I've been going to online I'm just not sure If I should keep taking classes there or not seeing how I haven't even gotten done with the really important ones that I can't even take online because they require you to go to a lab. So I might just take the SAT/ACT test and see how I do and hopefully I get a good enough score to get accepted into a college that has the degree that I want. So we shall see how this journey turns out, hopefully I don't crash and burn.
Love Lizzah