May 03, 2011 09:39
So finals week here at Clurrion University of Pennsyltucky has begun and I am nothing less than a giggling, frazzled mess of human. I am doing quite well and finals week doesn't appear to be too troubling. I have already managed to make a mistake in thinking that my Communications final was today (Tuesday) at 8am. I was wrong. My communications final is Thursday at 8am. So I have another day that I must be this chipper just after dawn.
My sleep schedule has been a bit disrupted over the past few nights because of a novel individual popping up in my life. I must admit that I have always been a bit nervous and unsure of the idea of meeting somebody (significant other) online but I have decided to test the waters a bit. I don't know why I have always been apprehensive, other than social stigma. I mean, I have met wonderful people online, people that I trust and feel safe confiding so I don't see why a significant other has to be so different. There is distance but that isn't horrible, I mean I think my greatest failure in past relationships was probably an utter lack of distance.
Money's tight and that's a challenge, but it will be overcome. Money has been tight in the past and here I safely sit. I had plans of going home for a bit this week but those plans have been disrupted by the aforementioned realization that my comm final falls not today, but rather later in the week and it would be nearly impossible to do it now. It is for the best really. I mean I should really put my pay towards food and not gas.