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do you ever get those times when you get the selfish feeling that no one really cared about you? but then you look around and digest reality and realize that no one ever had. and then you get this horrible urge to jump off a bridge. then it hits you that the nearest bridge is twenty miles away and there is no way you are going to walk to coronado so you look for a more sensible approach. overpasses too low. hanggliders to expensive....
but then you really start thinking. did it matter. all you ever thought about was yourself anyway. you live just like bonnie, lux, cecilia, mary, therese. except you acknowledge the exsistence of those boys across the street who love you so dearly. dont invite them over just to let them see you die.
dane wrote this but never, ever think it was for sympathy.
wow. that one will go unnoticed.
but then you really start thinking. did it matter. all you ever thought about was yourself anyway. you live just like bonnie, lux, cecilia, mary, therese. except you acknowledge the exsistence of those boys across the street who love you so dearly. dont invite them over just to let them see you die.
dane wrote this but never, ever think it was for sympathy.
wow. that one will go unnoticed.