Writings that I did like two weeks ago. Finally getting around to posting them. They suck, oh well.

Jan 19, 2005 14:09

BRACE YOURSELF! These are VERY cheesy. But I don't much care! Wootnessage and stuff.

01/07/05
baby, you have my heart
you hold it in your hands
and i'm trusting you with everything i am
you've already shown me so much in such little time
but there's so much for me to learn
and i want you to be the one to teach me
the feeling i get when we're together is amazing
it's a feeling i don't want to let go of
and when the nights come to their ends
and we're forced to say our goodbyes
my heart seems to go numb
until the next time we meet
baby, i'm your girl
i'll be here through it all
there's no giving up now
you have me,
don't let me go
baby, you're the best thing to happen to me
and i love you for all you've already done

01/08/05 -- I wrote this when I got home from work. There was a point in time this night when I didn't have any customers so I was spacing out and I kinda did get lost...
today i got lost in a daydream
i slipped away when i saw your eyes
which is kind of funny to say
considering you weren't even in sight
we met up somewhere like we always do
same place, same time, you know
it was sort of like a secret rendezvous
just you and i; we get into your car and go
we find ourselves driving around
it seems as though we're travelling aimlessly
but for me it doesn't matter
cause there's nowhere else i'd rather be
when we get to a stop, you turn to me
you look me in the eyes and i can't help but smile
we move closer to each other and our lips touch gently
and in that moment, i see the time we spend is worthwhile
it's times like these when my heart starts to melt
being loved is the most amazing thing in the world
then i realize how lucky i am--
so very lucky to be your girl
the time flies by when we're together
we make the most of it the best we can
but no matter what we do, it's always over too soon
the night is forced to come to its end
we realize the time's end
you drive me back to my car
we say our goodbyes, our lips brush again
and we drive away. near begins to seem so far
i'm on my way home, there's a smile on my face
and i can't help but revisit memories of a few minutes before
this moment i've been in is nothing short of grace
and then i awake from my dream. i'm not there anymore
now it's back to reality i return
and i find myself glancing around for those familiar eyes
or that familiar look upon that familiar face
but you're not here to my surprise
and even though we're away right now
i can't help but feeling this way
thank you for being in my thoughts and dreams
every second spent simply thinking of you betters my day

01/10/05
you take all of my downfalls and make them strengths... and i love you for that.
you take all of my words that come out wrong and see the true meaning behind it all... and i love you for that.
you take me by the hand and i can feel in my heart that we both don't want to let go... and i love you for that.
you take all of my uneasy feelings away and make me stronger again simply by your touch... and i love you for that.
you take all of my thoughts, words, and my breath away with a simple glance... and i love you for that.
a simple gaze from your eyes into mine gives me a feeling deep in my heart that we may truly be meant to be... and i love you for that.
your kisses fill me with an undeniable feeling that this is the real thing... and i love you for that.
the smell of your cologne on my skin as i sleep gives me a feeling as if you're right here beside me, and i sleep rest assured knowing that tomorrow i'll still be yours and that we will still love each other... and i love you for that.
and as each day approaches, i feel so much closer to you, and i can't help but feeling like the happiest girl in the world... and i love you for that.
and i'll love you forever.

01/11/05 -- I think. I wrote this during school (during Records Control Management. BOY what a class...) on a morning that I was talking like a depressed loser and what I was saying made no sense whatsoever, and felt bad all day about it... but then after school everything was turned around. Hehe... *smiles*
Baby----
         Please forgive me for all of the incoherent things I say. I guess you can say I'm still a little afraid. I've never loved someone as much as I do you. These feelings I have are something new. I just don't want to lose you or get hurt again and I don't want us to end up not even friends, but the truth is I trust you with my heart and all, because you are the one for whom I truly did fall. And I honestly don't know why I am thinking like this, because we both felt this was true from the first moment we kissed. I want you to know that everything you say and do is taken to heart and proves I love you. And I can't wait to see what the future will hold, but the ending's unknown and the story's untold. I live life one day at a time, and I want you here, your hand in mine.
                                                    Love always,
                                                             Me <3
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