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I have made a conscious decision to cut the boys out of my life that cause me the least bit of indecision, primarily Nelson and Jason. With the former being geometrically more difficult for me than the latter.
This is mainly due to the fact that once I do meet someone that I am not only completely crazy about, but completely compatible with, I don't want the strangeness of those two scenarios looming in my life anymore. I don't want people that I don't intend to be with to be an issue when it comes time to actually be with someone I do intend to be loyal to.
I want someone to be loyal to. Someone who thinks of me when they hear a certain song or that has any number of sense memories attached to me. And most importantly, I want it to be mutual.
I just hope that I can do this.
This is mainly due to the fact that once I do meet someone that I am not only completely crazy about, but completely compatible with, I don't want the strangeness of those two scenarios looming in my life anymore. I don't want people that I don't intend to be with to be an issue when it comes time to actually be with someone I do intend to be loyal to.
I want someone to be loyal to. Someone who thinks of me when they hear a certain song or that has any number of sense memories attached to me. And most importantly, I want it to be mutual.
I just hope that I can do this.