sometimes you can make it on your own
oka so i think im totally maturing in many aspects. matt for instance, i love him and i dont plan on this ending for a real long time. i definitley see him in my future.
then i havent drank in weeks, i just dont care to anymore. part of it is i dont want to get caught because well i cant. then if im with matt drinkin, i dont like to because we fight when theres drinkin involved. and like smoking pot, i just dont do anymore. part of it is i dont want to get caught, the other part is, its dumb. maybe im just coming around with this, but its like kids look up to me, at dance like my cousins, and i feel bad doing bad things. i think i can have so much more fun and drinking can still be in my life, but my life doesnt have to revolve around it.
and within the next year, i want to do more work with kids, like a camp counselor, i want to do charity work, and i want to be one of those people who go into classrooms and lecture preteens on eating disorders and swelf esteem and what not.
the end.
then i havent drank in weeks, i just dont care to anymore. part of it is i dont want to get caught because well i cant. then if im with matt drinkin, i dont like to because we fight when theres drinkin involved. and like smoking pot, i just dont do anymore. part of it is i dont want to get caught, the other part is, its dumb. maybe im just coming around with this, but its like kids look up to me, at dance like my cousins, and i feel bad doing bad things. i think i can have so much more fun and drinking can still be in my life, but my life doesnt have to revolve around it.
and within the next year, i want to do more work with kids, like a camp counselor, i want to do charity work, and i want to be one of those people who go into classrooms and lecture preteens on eating disorders and swelf esteem and what not.
the end.