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its not that im not happy, b/c i am...but then i look at everyone around me....one of my roomates...she seems to always be down, or quiet or keeping to herself...just always.....so....distant from the world...i guess thats a good way to describe it. and then a letter or a package comes from her b/f in the mail, and suddenly she is so colorful, she lights up...laughing talking giggling...she jumps...she literally jumps feet in the air b/c she is so.....HAPPY....and then i think...well, im not jumping in the air anymore...but this isnt new...hers is...but in the case of real true love...isnt the new feeling one in which never dies down or fades away?? my other roomates friends...they have been together for 6 years...they own their own house now too...together...and yes they fight, all couples do...but b/c their love is so strong, they seem to work trough it...and they have been together since they were teens...so....its not an age thing...love is never about age...its about compatability...its about communication...romance....its about never wanting to even suggest they thought of possibly breaking up because you know that its just a fight or a misunderstanding and you'll get over it together...but when u realize that things may not be right anymore between the two of you...and u get too scared to leave...thats not true love...thats cowardness...thats selfishness...thats fear...for in love...one never has those thoughts.
"you see its never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but its never good enough
to feel right."
"you see its never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but its never good enough
to feel right."