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I haven't updated in a long time but then again, I have been extremely busy with my life. Work has been the main reason for me being so busy. I think in the month of July, I had 5 days off. That's it. I'm not really complaining though because the money that I've been making has been pretty sweet. My manager's been training me on other things and wants me to apply for the supervisor position, which means I get a raise and such. I hope I do get the position because I'm saving money for a car, which I plan to buy within the next couple of weeks...I dunno what car, but a car.
I'm looking for basically anything, within reasonable price that's working (of course) and that's standard. I don't wanna do any automatic mumbo jumbo...I like standard cars. I have a couple of prospects but I have to look into it cause they're all conveniently sports cars and I can already tell the insurance on those cars are gonna be mighty big. But I've been working and saving money and plan on buying a car within the next couple of weeks...before school starts.
Speaking of school...school starts in a month. I transfered out of Waterloo. It wasn't working out for me there. I stayed there because my parents were so proud of me being at the school but I was never happy. I knew it when I took the semester off in second year and I knew it the end of this year. I totally switched programs and I'm excited now. A new start. The downside is that now I have to move back home but the positive note is that I can buy a car and continue to work during the school year. If you didn't know, I'm in Pre-Health now...and in a year, I'll be in a collaborative Nursing program at Seneca/York. I already got the class sched. and the courses that I'll be taking makes me so excited. I know it sounds nerdy of me but the biology gets me excited. I can't wait.
Summer's been pretty eventful. I've been spending a lot of time with my friends and just hanging out, clubbing and just going to the beach.
Canada Day long weekend I went to Wasaga with Bojana. It wasn't as fun as people claim it to be. We actually were pretty bored there even though we met up with lots of our friends and stuff. I just don't see the hype with that place...I don't know, maybe it's just me.
We've been going to On the Rocks a lot lately. I guess we go there cause we have our connections and never have to wait in that stupid line but I actually like the place. There aren't usually any creepos trying to dance wtih you or harassing you so it's cool. Bojana and I usually go there and meet up with Wally and Dan. Those guys are good guys and I'm glad I became their friend this summer.
I've gone downtown clubbing lots of times this summer also. Metro, Guv, Distrikt. My plans of going to downtown clubs as much as we can is actually working. We're going back to Guv next week, even though I didn't really like it there. Fatty's bday is that day and we're taking a limo or something, it should be fun...that is, if I can afford to actually go.
Nothing else new other than the fact that I met a guy. I totally had to save this for last. I dunno, I should be more excited about it but I'm a little skeptical. I don't want to be excited for it, incase something happens and he doesn't become my boyfriend. His name is Mike and he's 27. Huge age difference but he doesn't look his age...at all. I don't know what else to say about him. He's an all around good person but still has many, many flaws. Since meeting him, he's been constantly spoiling me. Little presents here and there and always paying for things when we go out. I'm definitely not used to it because it's always been 50/50 in my past relationships and now, he doesn't want me to pay for anything and wants me to save up for my car/tuition. I, btw, have been able to pay half my tuition by myself with my own money because of my lack of paying for anything...he spoils me. I think within the first week of "seeing" each other, we went downtown to do some shopping and he bought me my favourite Hollister perfume as well as the minor fees for the day such as train fair, lunch etc. Another time was when he and I went to see a movie. when I got into his car, he told me he had a surprise for me and had a gift bag with a stuffed bunny...cause everyone knows I have a rabbit and love him with all my heart. We went to wonderland a couple of weeks ago, all I had to pay for was my entrance and he took care of everything else...he even won me a huge carebear (see facebook pictures). The day after Wonderland, I went home from work sick with some weird stomach flu thing and he called me to see if I wanted any soup or anything...I said no...and he said to go outside my house for a sec. I did, and he was there with a bouquet of roses. I could've died cause that's never happened to me before and it was like from a movie or something. We went to Dave and Busters the other day...his treat of course. He ended up winning me....I'm not even joking, 3 large carebears and 4 small carebears...cause I have a carebear collection if you don't know.
Like omg, he's a great person and you can tell he likes me a lot but he has soooo many flaws that I can't let go of. He likes me too much. I know some girls would love a guy that would like them too much but there's just no chase. I like the chase...I like having a guy who doesn't show his feelings as easily as Mike does. Mike likes to tell me how much he cares and makes sure I know everyday that he wants to be with me. I like not hearing it all the time because then, hearing it would be that much more meaningful cause it's a rarity to hear it. He doesn't fight for what he wants. When he and I have a disagreement, he says sorry right away because he doesn't want to upset me. Even when he knows that I'm being stupid and arguing with him over nothing, he still apologizes. Sometimes, I argue with him for no reason to see what he'd say..I know that's an ass move but I have to test him...and even then, even if my justification is beyond ridiculous, he still says sorry because he wants to avoid conflict. Relationships as I learned aren't perfect. So apologizing all the time and not allowing what you want to be heard, causes problems in the future. And the presents...I know when you read it, you'll all be like "awww" that's so adorable. I'm not saying it isn't...but I like rarity. I've gotten to many gifts from him that if he were to give me a gift tomorrow, I'd just be like ..."meh, thanks". If he gave presents to me spontaneously, but on a rare occasion, then it'd be that much more meaningful. Not just the presents but the spending on me. I don't want to be dependednt on him spending money on me. I want to be able to have an equal relationship, where I can help pay for dinner and such. ...He and I went to the movies one time and I paid for his ticket...then he thought he'd be smart and give me money back. I hate that. I want 50/50 in the "relationship"...not 100/0. I dunno, I'll keep you posted about our status when we have a status.
Summer is almost done and I'm more than excited. Summer has been swell but I'm excited to start my new life...get my promotion and raise, and get my car! Hope everyone else is having a good summer!
I'm looking for basically anything, within reasonable price that's working (of course) and that's standard. I don't wanna do any automatic mumbo jumbo...I like standard cars. I have a couple of prospects but I have to look into it cause they're all conveniently sports cars and I can already tell the insurance on those cars are gonna be mighty big. But I've been working and saving money and plan on buying a car within the next couple of weeks...before school starts.
Speaking of school...school starts in a month. I transfered out of Waterloo. It wasn't working out for me there. I stayed there because my parents were so proud of me being at the school but I was never happy. I knew it when I took the semester off in second year and I knew it the end of this year. I totally switched programs and I'm excited now. A new start. The downside is that now I have to move back home but the positive note is that I can buy a car and continue to work during the school year. If you didn't know, I'm in Pre-Health now...and in a year, I'll be in a collaborative Nursing program at Seneca/York. I already got the class sched. and the courses that I'll be taking makes me so excited. I know it sounds nerdy of me but the biology gets me excited. I can't wait.
Summer's been pretty eventful. I've been spending a lot of time with my friends and just hanging out, clubbing and just going to the beach.
Canada Day long weekend I went to Wasaga with Bojana. It wasn't as fun as people claim it to be. We actually were pretty bored there even though we met up with lots of our friends and stuff. I just don't see the hype with that place...I don't know, maybe it's just me.
We've been going to On the Rocks a lot lately. I guess we go there cause we have our connections and never have to wait in that stupid line but I actually like the place. There aren't usually any creepos trying to dance wtih you or harassing you so it's cool. Bojana and I usually go there and meet up with Wally and Dan. Those guys are good guys and I'm glad I became their friend this summer.
I've gone downtown clubbing lots of times this summer also. Metro, Guv, Distrikt. My plans of going to downtown clubs as much as we can is actually working. We're going back to Guv next week, even though I didn't really like it there. Fatty's bday is that day and we're taking a limo or something, it should be fun...that is, if I can afford to actually go.
Nothing else new other than the fact that I met a guy. I totally had to save this for last. I dunno, I should be more excited about it but I'm a little skeptical. I don't want to be excited for it, incase something happens and he doesn't become my boyfriend. His name is Mike and he's 27. Huge age difference but he doesn't look his age...at all. I don't know what else to say about him. He's an all around good person but still has many, many flaws. Since meeting him, he's been constantly spoiling me. Little presents here and there and always paying for things when we go out. I'm definitely not used to it because it's always been 50/50 in my past relationships and now, he doesn't want me to pay for anything and wants me to save up for my car/tuition. I, btw, have been able to pay half my tuition by myself with my own money because of my lack of paying for anything...he spoils me. I think within the first week of "seeing" each other, we went downtown to do some shopping and he bought me my favourite Hollister perfume as well as the minor fees for the day such as train fair, lunch etc. Another time was when he and I went to see a movie. when I got into his car, he told me he had a surprise for me and had a gift bag with a stuffed bunny...cause everyone knows I have a rabbit and love him with all my heart. We went to wonderland a couple of weeks ago, all I had to pay for was my entrance and he took care of everything else...he even won me a huge carebear (see facebook pictures). The day after Wonderland, I went home from work sick with some weird stomach flu thing and he called me to see if I wanted any soup or anything...I said no...and he said to go outside my house for a sec. I did, and he was there with a bouquet of roses. I could've died cause that's never happened to me before and it was like from a movie or something. We went to Dave and Busters the other day...his treat of course. He ended up winning me....I'm not even joking, 3 large carebears and 4 small carebears...cause I have a carebear collection if you don't know.
Like omg, he's a great person and you can tell he likes me a lot but he has soooo many flaws that I can't let go of. He likes me too much. I know some girls would love a guy that would like them too much but there's just no chase. I like the chase...I like having a guy who doesn't show his feelings as easily as Mike does. Mike likes to tell me how much he cares and makes sure I know everyday that he wants to be with me. I like not hearing it all the time because then, hearing it would be that much more meaningful cause it's a rarity to hear it. He doesn't fight for what he wants. When he and I have a disagreement, he says sorry right away because he doesn't want to upset me. Even when he knows that I'm being stupid and arguing with him over nothing, he still apologizes. Sometimes, I argue with him for no reason to see what he'd say..I know that's an ass move but I have to test him...and even then, even if my justification is beyond ridiculous, he still says sorry because he wants to avoid conflict. Relationships as I learned aren't perfect. So apologizing all the time and not allowing what you want to be heard, causes problems in the future. And the presents...I know when you read it, you'll all be like "awww" that's so adorable. I'm not saying it isn't...but I like rarity. I've gotten to many gifts from him that if he were to give me a gift tomorrow, I'd just be like ..."meh, thanks". If he gave presents to me spontaneously, but on a rare occasion, then it'd be that much more meaningful. Not just the presents but the spending on me. I don't want to be dependednt on him spending money on me. I want to be able to have an equal relationship, where I can help pay for dinner and such. ...He and I went to the movies one time and I paid for his ticket...then he thought he'd be smart and give me money back. I hate that. I want 50/50 in the "relationship"...not 100/0. I dunno, I'll keep you posted about our status when we have a status.
Summer is almost done and I'm more than excited. Summer has been swell but I'm excited to start my new life...get my promotion and raise, and get my car! Hope everyone else is having a good summer!