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Nov 30, 2009 17:51

Dear Journal,

I broke up with Javier. He beat me up so bad. I pressed charges against him and got him in jail. Apparently, he's in jail still. He's been in there for about a week now. I came out with bruises pretty bad. The police took pictures and stuff. I called my mom right after the incident. She came and got me. Javier almost killed me. Thank God I'm still alive. I'm in the process of getting into counseling right now.

Yesterday went shopping with my little sis Jessica at the mall. It was great. I got some butterfly earrings, pink of course. I got a shirt that's adorable. It was her birthday the day before yesterday so then I called her on her birthday to wish her a happy birthday then we made the plans to meet her at the mall since she was going there anyway. I covered up my bruises as best as I could by wearing a sweater. I have to do that when I go anywhere. I don't want the world to see how bruised up I am. So now I'm working on getting my life back together.

Got to see "Twilight The New Moon" on Friday. I went with my new best friend Charlie. She let me spend the night at her house on Friday night and so I did. Her mom gave me just a small glass of beer, in hopes to drive away the nightmares of what Javier did and the other a combination that I will never be with Toyli again. I have that nightmare every night. The beer worked for that night. Javier's nightmare had been chased away just for that night and Toyli's, well of course that hasn't been chased away. Not a glass of beer will chase that away.

My family had an early Thanksgiving this year. We had it on Saturday of last week since Pat is spending his Thanksgiving at his mom's in L.A. So tomorrow, we're spending Thanksgiving day with my cousins aunt Gina and aunt Mary-Lou are putting it on this year and invited us to go. So, that's where we're going. I have to go because we're all sitting and watching "August Rush."
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