You'll Think Of Me

[buterflykizzez4]

yesterday was horrible.. i went to the mall with kelsea, meghan, n jordan but ended up with paul, allison, breanna, n alayna watching dodgeball.. i shouldve NEVER went to the movie bcuz next thing i know theyre holding hands n i was trying so hard not to cry.. then we waited for our rides n my dad picked me up.. at 7 i babysat 4 my neighbors until 1 am n while i was there i found out that paul asked allison out n i started cryn relli bad.. he didnt even tell me when we were on the fone! and i guess this is relli good n relli bad for me: good, bcuz now i see that i can do so much better n i dont need him. hes still my best friend, but damn lifes been a bitch ever since i started liking him. bad, bcuz best friends are supposed to tell each other everything and he just "happened" to leave it out. so i had to find out from breanna n now ill prob have a horrible time at camp not bcuz paul n allison are together but bcuz he didnt tell me abt something that was pretty important to me.. hes my bestfriend.. isnt he supposed to tell me everything? well, so i thought..

im leaving for camp today @ 1 pm~ 2 weeks.. ill miss you guys so much! if you wanna email me the link is in a recent entry! love you much~

xoxo

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

..it only hurts when im breathing..
*my heart only breaks when its beating*