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It's happening again. Nothing can stop it and I don't like to think that I just need to let it run it's course. I would like to blame it happening due to the chaning of seaons but I know it's not. So what brings it on then if not it being seasonal and I certainly don't welcome it?
One of life's mysteries that are never to be solved I guess. Strangely, I'm just so used to this by now, I think maybe a part of me has given up the fight. At this moment too many things have too little meaning which I know is not the case. So much confusion! I'm restless again and I don't think there is anything left to satisfy my need.
I wish just things would go my way for once. That this empty feeling is just temporary or my imagination. I know that my friends and family care about me but it just seems like it isn't enough. There is never enough in life.
I'm crying and I'm not sure entirely why.
If you asked, I couldn't give you an answer. Maybe someday someone will have an answer for me.
One of life's mysteries that are never to be solved I guess. Strangely, I'm just so used to this by now, I think maybe a part of me has given up the fight. At this moment too many things have too little meaning which I know is not the case. So much confusion! I'm restless again and I don't think there is anything left to satisfy my need.
I wish just things would go my way for once. That this empty feeling is just temporary or my imagination. I know that my friends and family care about me but it just seems like it isn't enough. There is never enough in life.
I'm crying and I'm not sure entirely why.
If you asked, I couldn't give you an answer. Maybe someday someone will have an answer for me.