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today i started to actually look into breast reduction surgery. It felt so wierd to look at plastic surgery sites. And it's hard to think about seriously. But shit, i want them to be smaller. I don't think complete top surgery is for me, since carrie likes boobs and all...and hell, i like that carrie likes boobs lol! But they're so intrusive...and obvious. And running with them sucks. so if they're smaller, they'd be easier to control and I could bind a lot easier and not look wierd. But i have major issues with anything permanent. Carrie said she supports me completly if I decide to do it, which is good. I know she'd have issues with top surgery, but she'd still support me. I think she understands this is probably for the best. So we'll see what comes up in the future. I'm off insurance in november, so it will ahve to wait until I'm on my own insurance, which kinda sucks. But it's not to be rushed. Any advice?